A whole lot of ranting, with very little substance.

Thursday, June 30, 2005 5:51:21 AM (Mountain Standard Time, UTC-07:00)

Good Morning... mO so tired~! ... so I was at work until about 5:30 pm last night, it's an hour later then the time i usually leave. meh... no biggie. except the .net user group meeting started at 6:15pm. Eeep... Needless to say I'm a weeee bit sluggish this morning. The UG meeting was really good. I really enjoyed the presentation on using Master Pages, Themes and Navigation. Suuuupeeerb, I can't wait to use all of these items. Hopefully, I will find some free time tonight to give 'er a try. Thanks Mr. Dan Sellers for the Presentation!
 
Well, it's looking like it's going to be a beautiful day. I find it interesting just how empty the office is when I get in to work in the morning. I get to see who's actually showing up on time, and who's leaving when they're supposed to be. I technically don't start until 8am, but I usually make it in around 7:40ish... enough time for me to post a single blog entry. It's interesting to see what time the 7:30 starters actually get to work, then see them leave a half hour before me. I really need to let loose and not be just a hardass. I'm sorry, a little anal retentive like that. Time is a big part of my life.
 
Anyways, I feel like I haven't had any personal time for a while now. I guess this is what it feels like to be an
'adult' hey? Although I'm 21, I feel like I havent really hit adulthood until recently. Man, high school sure is looking much better these day. All that free time, and I spent most of it doing a whole lot of nothing. Time well wasted in my opinion. Geeebus, my thought's are all over the place today.
 
You know, I've heard a little talk around the office about starting your own business and risks in doing so. And how a lot prefer to work for someone else. Let someone else take the risk. Hmmm... I honestly don't feel the same way. The other day when I was talking to myself, *you heard me*, I said "I've never done anything right in my life, without doing it wrong first." And I think that's kind of my personal philosofphy, I'm not afraid to to take chances, I've made a lot of mistakes but, hey, I've rebounded. I've learned to pick my sorry butt off the ground. What the hell am I getting at here? I guess what I'm trying to say is... well.. I'm a terrible employee, I'm opinionated, I think out of the box, and I want to be my own boss. But I realize in order for me to become a good boss, even if my only employee is me, I have a lot of skill to learn. And until then, I guess I'll be sitting here in my cubicle feeding the corporate monster. I just hope he's hungry, because I've got a lot to learn!
 
Have a great day, and enjoy the long weekend~! (That goes for both sides of the border)
 
Peace,
 
- Chili K.

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